Sunday, December 18, 2016

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Throughout my life I've lived in many different places and have quite a variety of experiences.  While my own current set of morals are not necessarily something that is right for someone else they are shaped upon the world and experiences in which I live.  While I live my life in a certain way I can see how my life and values may be different if I were born in a different country in different circumstances.  For me however, there are three sets of protected values that I feel I could not ever deviate from no matter the situation.  The first of these is caring for my family.  I grew up in a household with loving parents that took care of us raised us to do the same.  My Dad was in the Army when I was younger and often sacrificed time with us in order to take care of others.  These experiences play a significant role in my first two protected values.  Protecting my family is inherent in the core of who I am.  Because of my family and my religious beliefs I take the idea of being a husband and father seriously.  I cannot think of anything in this world that I could be offered that would cause to give up taking care of them.  

The second protected value is protecting humanity.  Protecting humanity for me is not the same as protecting human lives.  There is a difference between the two in my mind.  This is defined on dictionary.com as, "the quality of being humane; kindness, benevolence."  This plays a part in how I've chosen to support my family.  When I was younger I worked in several different jobs.  I worked in construction, marketing and sales for Nabisco Foods and Kraft Foods.  While I didn't mind the jobs I had and even enjoyed a lot of what I did I knew I did not want to do that for the rest of my life.  I didn't care enough about cookies to try my hardest to sell them.  After a few years of college and not being able to decide on what I wanted to do with my life, I eventually decided to look into the Air Force ROTC program.  While I didn't necessarily have anything specific I wanted to do in the Air Force I knew I wanted to be a part of it.  Upon commissioning I was made a logistics officer.  At first I didn't see the real benefit of how this was working to help humanity.  As I learned more about my career and experienced more things I realized what we did.  We provide the necessities of life all around the globe.  When people are hurting and need equipment, food, tools and anything else, we are the people that get it to them.  Taking care of our own brothers and sisters in the armed forced is a large part of the reason I love what I do.  Taking care of people all over the world is the reason I love the Air Force.  For all the bureaucracy and frustration we experience, the reality is that we will do what we can to help people around the world. 

My last protected value is freedom of your own beliefs.  People have the right to believe what they want as long as it's not used as an excuse to take away someone else's right to believe what they want or cause harm to that person.  I strongly believe that we should have the right to freedom as long as it doesn't infringe on another person's freedom.  This idea is something that many of us believe, however, we often will ridicule and degrade another person's beliefs.  I have no right to degrade someone for being Muslim, Christian, Wiccan, Hindu or any other religion.  We all have belief systems that share many common ideas.  We tend to focus on the differences because it is easier than focusing on the similarities.  When I was in young I moved often.  I would often live in places that had very few members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.  I would find there were often misconceptions about our beliefs.  When people would ask me what I believed I would return with the same question.  When they would tell me what they believed I would respond with all the similarities.  We often had a great deal in common.  Because of these similarities and the following respectful discussions we would usually become great friends.  By allowing each other to enjoy our own beliefs while sharing in the similarities we could get along and avoid pointless contentions.

I have heard over and over that while many things in life are temporary your family is not.  That is the only thing that will be around at the end of your life.  While I mostly agree with this I also feel that there are occasions that I need to sacrifice time spent with my family in order to fulfill my other value of protecting humanity.  We had military leader speak with us recently.  He spoke extensively about pillars.  One pillar was family, while the other was the air force and the other was ourselves.  If we spend too much time on one without taking care of the other it may weaken and crumble.  We need to have balance in our lives.  There are times that I have to sacrifice my own selfish desire to be with my family in order to take care of other people.  I also have to sacrifice my desire to be with my family in order to take care of my own family.  I have spent almost eight months of the last twelve away from my family.  It has been long and painful but I did it for two reasons.  I knew what I was doing was good for others and the other being, I need to earn a living to take care of them.  In the end though, there may come a time that I realize that the Air Force will ask me to sacrifice too much and I will need to leave in order to continue caring for my family.  

I have deeply religious beliefs that I was brought up with.  It is a part of who I am.  One of my beliefs is that what we do here will carry with us after this life.  This helps me make decisions in a few different ways.  The first being to let the petty things go and take care of the big things.  By doing what we can to make someone's day better we are helping that person to possibly pass that on.  These simple acts of kindness can make an everlasting impression.  While I love having the ability to stay connected on Facebook to friends and family I feel that it can be a method of dividing us if we let it.  I have a cousin that is vegan.  She takes every chance she gets to inform everyone about her veganism and why everyone should stop eating meat.  She is often rebuked on Facebook by friends and family for consistently sharing her ideas.  When I see it getting heated I will sometimes call or text her and ask how she's doing.  I don't ever bring up the veganism or her beliefs on the subject.  I just call to find out how life is and check up on her.  She's about twelve years younger than me and didn't expect me to care.  After one session of talking back and forth about life she sent me a text thanking me for checking up on her and staying connected.  The last few years have been tough on her and she was grateful I had stayed in contact.  This contact played into two of my values.  Caring for family and the freedom of beliefs.  Her beliefs were not hurting anyone, although some may have found her vocal nature to be annoying.  Her beliefs are hers and she is family.  My difference in eating habits will never outweigh those two protected values. 

While a care a great deal for both my immediate and extended family, I can see how some people may struggle if caring for their family directly conflicts with protecting humanity.  As I watch the news lately I can't help but reflect on the Dylann Roof massacre.  I watch what he did and can't help but wonder what I would do if my child did something so terrible.  While I love my family and especially my children, how far would that love go in order to protect humanity.  If I knew they were going to do significant harm to someone else how far would I go to stop them.  Would I even recognize the warning signs.  Would my love for them cause me turn a blind eye to their desire to do harm.  My beliefs in freedom, religion and the afterlife dictate the majority of how I run my life and how I raise my family.  My protected values of caring for my family, protecting humanity and allowing others to peacefully practice their own beliefs stem from my own religion and beliefs.  When these begin to contradict each other is when tough decision may need to be made.  Could protecting my own family harm another family?  When do I stop sacrificing my time with my family to help and work to protect others?  When does another person's belief system endanger my own?  Do their beliefs, though nonviolent, entice bigotry and hatred? How far do we allow the darker side of humanity go before we have to step in and put a stop to it?  I believe these are questions that police officers, fire fighters and other community servants and military members ask themselves each day.

Before this assignment I honestly had not ever really thought about protected values.  While I feel these are still strong values to me I can see how there could be circumstances that may cause me to stray from my original ideas.  Though, those circumstances would have to be incredibly extreme, and I'm not sure exactly what I would do in those circumstances.  Hopefully I never have to experience it.

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